Karma

Karma is usually translated as the law of cause and effect. That we suffer at present because of past harmful or spiteful actions. Karma underlines the importance of all individuals being responsible for their past and present actions. When taking actions, it is best to look at what effect this will have on others, and why is it that we are taking these actions.

-www.siamese-dream.com/reference/buddhist_glossary.html

Marami akong nababalitaan tungkol dito sa Karma. This even goes way back in Christ's time. Remember what He said?
"Do not do unto others what you don't want them to do unto you."
Tama nga naman. But why is it that people tend to be so stupid that they ignore this constantly. Thus they suffer and question God why them, among all the people in the world why them. Right? It happens, most people say, shit happens. Instead of blaming other people, why not try to look back at what you've done in the past. Even the slightest action from the past will alter whatever it is in the future.
Kung ano man ang nagawa mo, masama man o mabuti, ay babalik rin sayo.

Naniniwala ba kayo?

:: Fucked Up::

So yeah, it's over!
5 months filled with sweet lies!
5 months, she made a fool out of me.
To think, I cared for her so much and this is how she treats me.
I haven't done anything wrong.

I never should have given her another chance, I never should have believed her.
I'm disappointed that I've been fooled twice. So shame on me, right?

You wanna know for what reason?
It's because I made her feel that I'm in love with someone else.
What the fuck is that?!
God knows how much I've sacrificed, the things I did for her.

Is it me or what?
What part of me really hurts, is my ego.
So if ever I'd see her, I'll definitely bash her head in the wall.

Just thinking about what happened makes me want to destroy things.
Hell, I could destroy this place right here.

I don't need to speak obscene words about her.
Ok, one word. BITCH.
Fuckin bitch. Now, two words.
This is fun. *prancing around*
Fuck her and that stupid third party.
The hell with them all.

I'll be moving on.

Blast

Drained. Empty. Helpless.

I can't seem to get things together.
I hate the fact that I can't get rid of this latest addiction I've involved myself.
I worry too much I can't sleep.
Emotional anxieties are starting to drive me insane!
And so these sleepless nights have made it so hard for me to bear.

Somehow, I'd get myself killed over this.

Remember the time you said you'd be there for me. That you were willing to help?
Well, I've been waiting.
Where are you?

That's what make promises political. It can take the faith and trust in you, either build you or just burn it to crisp. Get my drift?

Letting Go

It's hard to let go of something you've grown to care for.
I feel for those who are experiencing this. The pain and sorrow.
The questions that come to mind as to why must we let go of something we hold so dear.

But it's sadder, to know that you have to let go of something that you didn't own in the first place.
You persist on trying to get it back, but to your dismay, the gods are against you.

That's what you may think, when actually, God is simply helping you get that person/thing out of your system because it's not an essential part for your growth. No matter how we try to reason out, reality, truth hits us. Hard.
Why try to pursue something you know you can't have?

Experiment

Just wanted to see how everything would look in Beta.
Not bad.

Changed my background song, so I could get into the mood of writing and stuff.
There's something about music that makes me do things better.

Life's like music, the melody is the life given to us, and like the lyrics, we crap it up with how we live it.
We make simple things too complicated.
That's why most of us feel crappy. Or wait, make Me feel crappy.