Blast

Drained. Empty. Helpless.

I can't seem to get things together.
I hate the fact that I can't get rid of this latest addiction I've involved myself.
I worry too much I can't sleep.
Emotional anxieties are starting to drive me insane!
And so these sleepless nights have made it so hard for me to bear.

Somehow, I'd get myself killed over this.

Remember the time you said you'd be there for me. That you were willing to help?
Well, I've been waiting.
Where are you?

That's what make promises political. It can take the faith and trust in you, either build you or just burn it to crisp. Get my drift?

Letting Go

It's hard to let go of something you've grown to care for.
I feel for those who are experiencing this. The pain and sorrow.
The questions that come to mind as to why must we let go of something we hold so dear.

But it's sadder, to know that you have to let go of something that you didn't own in the first place.
You persist on trying to get it back, but to your dismay, the gods are against you.

That's what you may think, when actually, God is simply helping you get that person/thing out of your system because it's not an essential part for your growth. No matter how we try to reason out, reality, truth hits us. Hard.
Why try to pursue something you know you can't have?

Experiment

Just wanted to see how everything would look in Beta.
Not bad.

Changed my background song, so I could get into the mood of writing and stuff.
There's something about music that makes me do things better.

Life's like music, the melody is the life given to us, and like the lyrics, we crap it up with how we live it.
We make simple things too complicated.
That's why most of us feel crappy. Or wait, make Me feel crappy.